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when i was 15, i became anorexic and i lost a lot of weight by not eating anything and running for an hour every day. i was also very cranky and depressed all the time. slowly, i couldnt take it anymore so i started to eat and i would purge it out. i soon became heavily bulimic and did it up to several times a day. my friends got really worried because everyone knew what i was doing, so i stopped. but i didnt really stop because i've been doing it all this while. i'm 19 now. i go to the gym 5 times a week but i'm still fat. i'm fit and much more toned now but i'm not as skinny as i'd gotten when i was anorexic. this isnt working for me and i think the bulimia might be making me fatter than i need to be, and its fucking around with my metabolism. even the slightest bit i eat shows immediately. it bothers me day and night but no one knows. when i was dating my ex, i didnt even feel comfortable eating in front of him. i cant tell anyone and i dont know what to do :(

Posted on: 6/23/2011 7:48:42 AM
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Comment: It is so sad that women have to conform to arbitraty standards of beauty. I bet this person is a good person who is anxious to please others and very helpful. She should learn to love herself for her good qualities. and the eating problem will decrease as the stress decreases. < Previous Next >