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My whole life in my new school has been a lie. It started off by lying about my home country. Silly, huh? I said that I was from the US when in fact I've never even been there. I talked about my life in California, Washington, Minnesota, Texas, and 2 other states that I don't even remember. I even searched schools in those states to back up my lies. I said that I used to go to a school in the army base and that now I'm currently in the JROTC. I lied about my friends too. The thing is, I only went to two schools in my life and in my old school, I only had one friend and she is still in touch with me. But I made up friends from other schools and I even added fake names in cellphone's contact list so it looks like I have a lot of friends that my friends don't know. I even sent text messages to myself from my "friends" and usually guys flirting with me. I made up a boyfriend and I said we used to be friends since kindergarten and that he lives back in California. I even made up a fake email address and chatted with my friends with that email and mine together using two messengers so it looks like he's real. I made up a lie that we broke up from the distance but that we are ...(more)

in my whole life,every single friend of mi...(more)

I secretly hate my best friend in the entire world. she's my bestest friend ever that i could have and i don't ever want to lose her but in fact, deep down, i secretly hate her at times. for example, i feel that because we're constantly 'stuck' together, i feel that its difficult for me to find/get a good guy. because we have many common friends, so at parties and stuff where i COULD meet great guys, i'm too stuck in my comfort zone (talking to my BFF) to be able to venture out to talk to guys. I know this may actually be my fault but i can't help but think that because she's always hanging around me, it kinda binds me to our little clique. however, she has managed to find a boyfriend of her own and i feel many times, she abandons us for him. agreements that we have made, she breaks it by saying that she is doing something with the BF. i also am jealous of her. I'm terrified of her looking better than i do at parties thus st...(more)

I secretly hate my best friend in the entire world. she's my bestest friend ever that i could have and i don't ever want to lose her but in fact, deep down, i secretly hate her at times. for example, i feel that because we're constantly 'stuck' together, i feel that its difficult for me to find/get a good guy. because we have many common friends, so at parties and stuff where i COULD meet great guys, i'm too stuck in my comfort zone (talking to my BFF) to be able to venture out to talk to guys. I know this may actually be my fault but i can't help but think that because she's always hanging around me, it kinda binds me to our little clique. however, she has managed to find a boyfriend of her own and i feel many times, she abandons us for him. agreements that we have made, she breaks it by saying that she is doing something with the BF. i also am jealous of her. I'm terrified of her looking better than i do at parties thus st...(more)

It makes me more upset when people want to be nice to me when I'm upset. Just when I think I can hold myself tgether long enough and get the hell out of a situation and then someone has to be nice. It makes me cry more. It happened...(more)

Hi Frndz, I Am Today Confessing About One SUch Event Which Made My Friendship Relation Life With My One Friend (Girl) To A Dead End. Somewhere By Mistake I Told Her My True Sight On Seeing Her First Time, Which Was My Mistake & So She Brook Relations With Me. PL COMMENT ON ...(more)